Sophie’s Choice

Ok, so that’s a very dramatic title, but you’ll get my point. I have been waiting for this for forever, not exactly waiting, but more like anticipating or expecting. Saturday is Jason’s 15th birthday. I know it’s Yom Kippur (which actually exacerbates the whole thing) but while I do respect the holiday, we don’t typically […]

Living la vida loca!

Bryan loves music. When he and I are alone in the car, he is DJ Bryan (he loves when I call him that) and he plays his repertoire of songs. He has pretty good taste in music but often his selections are tied to a movie soundtrack to whichever movie has captured his interest. As […]

Sugar, yes please.

There is truly nothing greater in this world than the joy your child brings to you. While the last week or so has brought some of the greatest highs, I have experienced some significant lows too. I try to keep the highs front and center, but I often find myself shaking my head at some […]

It just doesn’t matter

Alzheimer’s disease is a thief. It robs you of your loved one, it robs them of their lives and it robs emotions. I teeter between this very intense reality of watching my mom slip away into just a body, just a tiny version of her former being, to complete denial this is happening in my […]

Tempus Fugit

So many things going on in my brain right now that I feel compelled to write. This week has been filled with so many emotions and while I know that it’s normal in many ways it still takes a toll. I started out wanting to address something that I’m so proud of with Bryan. He […]

Going back to the start

I love that Coldplay song The Scientist, it really touches me. Music always forces reflection for me. Driving to work today, Siri, accessing my playlist on my phone, played My Wish by Rascal Flatts. We used that song in Bryan’s video montage at his Bar Mitzvah. Tears filled my eyes. Today is my sweet boy’s […]