The noise in my head

If you know us and/or read my blog you know that Bryan is not a quiet kid. He talks loud, he will yell randomly and basically when he’s awake you hear him. I don’t really hear him anymore. I kind of notice more when I don’t hear him than when I do.  A few nights […]

Payback’s a big bitch

The fun never ends. I had episodes of anxiety as a child. I had diarrhea before anything important, which included a test, the first day of school every year, and any significant change. I made my parents miserable and I worked them over. I screamed, cried and carried on. When Bryan was little, about 4. […]

Going back to the start

I love that Coldplay song The Scientist, it really touches me. Music always forces reflection for me. Driving to work today, Siri, accessing my playlist on my phone, played My Wish by Rascal Flatts. We used that song in Bryan’s video montage at his Bar Mitzvah. Tears filled my eyes. Today is my sweet boy’s […]

Timing is Everything!

There is this thing down here in Florida, not sure if it’s everywhere so I hope I don’t sound ignorant. It’s called the medwaiver list and it’s something you need to get your child with a disability on so they can get some government funding. Literally speaking: Medicaid Waiver Programs allow recipients to ‘waive’ institutionalization […]